Monday, December 20, 2010
that is WHACK
since it was raining here in my neighborhood and also most of the place in my beloved country, its hard to carry out most of the activities i usually done with sunshine above my head. and the normality of human is very simple, human will never be satisfied with what they have, always aiming for more and for most, never be thankful of what they currently have. this is the kind that most of people nowadays are. if he has a honda civic, he will surely aim for a Lamborghini, and later on when he got a Lamborghini, he wants a Ferrari, so on and so forth. the basic human behavior. for a normal observation done, this may be called as greed. but from a more depth observation, this is more to the useful way to be a very hardworking. being greed is not wrong. but they way one achieve what he wants determine whether it is wrong or right. obviously there is no such thing as easy road to achieve something rather than experiencing the hardship of getting something. hardship suffered in the way of achieving something makes a person treasure the accomplishment. and vice versa, if one use a easier way to get something, then surely, he wont be treasuring it to the fullest. for me, i do get satisfied easily, and that is my biggest weakness. i tend to satisfy on anything as long as it is easy in my eyes. for that, may consume myself in the future.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Chernobyl 1986
i hope i still have the tendency and the skills to write. most importantly writing this blog with heart scared wide open. imagine putting salt on a fresh wound, and yes, that is what my heart is experiencing right now. words can't be used to describe feelings of any kind but certainly can be used to channel it for public viewing.
what is the most fundamental thing in relationships? anyone can answer me PRECISELY? as i thought, nobody can. its impossible as different people has different point of view. but for me, the most important is TRUST. yes. trusting each other is important. i'm not writing because i got some trust issues between my peeps around me but, nowadays, trust has become some of the elements that has been taken lightly. its easy to lose trust but it fucking hard to gain it back. under trust also there are understanding. yes some may classify understanding and trust in their own classification but for me both of them are well-connected. human or in the science term is homo-sapiens, as stated by the religion, is a very unique creation. one-of-a-kind creation to be precise. it is so special till the satan was told to bow before him. human learn from mistakes they make. and tend not to follow it and make a future reference out of it. chinese saying once stated that one can lead a horse to the water, but twenty cannot make it drink. not comparing human to horses but the principle is the same, both horse and human got feelings and can think. no relationship can survive without understanding and trust laying side by side. trust solely won't hold up a relationship for 24 years like my parents did. i cried when i finally get to see the beauty if their relationship. trust your partners in everything they do, and with trust, comes understanding. every human being isn't perfect. no matter how hard one try to be, but still there are loopholes in it. so do i. i can't be perfect, but i'm always trying to be the best in what i can be. yes sometimes we can't always have the things we planned it to be. i always thought the saying of my teacher back then, he said, life is hard and painful, but there is another word that is a lot more hard and goddamn more painful, and it also starts with a the letter "L". the sentence is easy to be said, but does it bring any meaning when being said? it only got 3 words in it, but does the promises made after that three words can be fulfilled? ain't love grand? it makes trust and understanding worthless though both of them is the essentials of it.
im done writing, away for smoking
what is the most fundamental thing in relationships? anyone can answer me PRECISELY? as i thought, nobody can. its impossible as different people has different point of view. but for me, the most important is TRUST. yes. trusting each other is important. i'm not writing because i got some trust issues between my peeps around me but, nowadays, trust has become some of the elements that has been taken lightly. its easy to lose trust but it fucking hard to gain it back. under trust also there are understanding. yes some may classify understanding and trust in their own classification but for me both of them are well-connected. human or in the science term is homo-sapiens, as stated by the religion, is a very unique creation. one-of-a-kind creation to be precise. it is so special till the satan was told to bow before him. human learn from mistakes they make. and tend not to follow it and make a future reference out of it. chinese saying once stated that one can lead a horse to the water, but twenty cannot make it drink. not comparing human to horses but the principle is the same, both horse and human got feelings and can think. no relationship can survive without understanding and trust laying side by side. trust solely won't hold up a relationship for 24 years like my parents did. i cried when i finally get to see the beauty if their relationship. trust your partners in everything they do, and with trust, comes understanding. every human being isn't perfect. no matter how hard one try to be, but still there are loopholes in it. so do i. i can't be perfect, but i'm always trying to be the best in what i can be. yes sometimes we can't always have the things we planned it to be. i always thought the saying of my teacher back then, he said, life is hard and painful, but there is another word that is a lot more hard and goddamn more painful, and it also starts with a the letter "L". the sentence is easy to be said, but does it bring any meaning when being said? it only got 3 words in it, but does the promises made after that three words can be fulfilled? ain't love grand? it makes trust and understanding worthless though both of them is the essentials of it.
im done writing, away for smoking
Monday, November 1, 2010
really hoping i am THAT GUY
this thing ain't dead yet you know.
i was thinking to stop writing for good and gonna start it back maybe after my finals, but come to think of it, i gotta write down now as i already broke down my obligations as a blog writer. the mood all of a sudden came rushing towards me after watching this one movie. maybe in my beloved country Malaysia, it is still not showing yet, but i somehow got to watch it online thanks to the help of few of my good friends, unlimited internet access and super fast connection. the film is called, The Social Networking. for some of you maybe know what its all about, for some, let me clear it up to you guys, the film is based on the hottest thing in this world right now, FACEBOOK.
yup, you guys can snap my dick off if you can find one teenager that doesn't have a facebook, unless he's gay, loser, and doesn't seem to give any damn about the world. maybe for some people, stories that had been made to movies may got some flaws in them, but to be honest, there must be a cover up. you just can put real stories that offended some sides in a movie, 'cuz maybe you might get sued or something.
im not condemning facebook creator Mark Zuckerberg for being an direct asshole and fuck-face to his friends that are also the co-creators of facebook, but i spiritually worship him, if not because of his genius idea of bringing up facebook, there will be no facebook. though it is quite impossible for him to set up facebook on his own without his friend's help, credits must be given to him for inventing something that i could say, the hottest thing in human modern lives.
maybe i'm being over-exxagerating, but seriously people, until today, there are currently 500 MILLION people that is using facebook in 207 countries worldwide. and don't be surprised if the number keep expanding due to over-whelming support from all walks of life towards the facebook.
maybe i have not scribbled on my blog for a long time, but i am really hoping i don't lose my edge yet. yes practice makes perfect but nobody's perfect, and with practice alone and no talent and knowledge included, i might be as well as another guys trying to impress girls by writing a super duper cool blog in foreign language with bilingual dictionary on the side and also google translator on the next tab. until next time people.
i was thinking to stop writing for good and gonna start it back maybe after my finals, but come to think of it, i gotta write down now as i already broke down my obligations as a blog writer. the mood all of a sudden came rushing towards me after watching this one movie. maybe in my beloved country Malaysia, it is still not showing yet, but i somehow got to watch it online thanks to the help of few of my good friends, unlimited internet access and super fast connection. the film is called, The Social Networking. for some of you maybe know what its all about, for some, let me clear it up to you guys, the film is based on the hottest thing in this world right now, FACEBOOK.
yup, you guys can snap my dick off if you can find one teenager that doesn't have a facebook, unless he's gay, loser, and doesn't seem to give any damn about the world. maybe for some people, stories that had been made to movies may got some flaws in them, but to be honest, there must be a cover up. you just can put real stories that offended some sides in a movie, 'cuz maybe you might get sued or something.
im not condemning facebook creator Mark Zuckerberg for being an direct asshole and fuck-face to his friends that are also the co-creators of facebook, but i spiritually worship him, if not because of his genius idea of bringing up facebook, there will be no facebook. though it is quite impossible for him to set up facebook on his own without his friend's help, credits must be given to him for inventing something that i could say, the hottest thing in human modern lives.
maybe i'm being over-exxagerating, but seriously people, until today, there are currently 500 MILLION people that is using facebook in 207 countries worldwide. and don't be surprised if the number keep expanding due to over-whelming support from all walks of life towards the facebook.
maybe i have not scribbled on my blog for a long time, but i am really hoping i don't lose my edge yet. yes practice makes perfect but nobody's perfect, and with practice alone and no talent and knowledge included, i might be as well as another guys trying to impress girls by writing a super duper cool blog in foreign language with bilingual dictionary on the side and also google translator on the next tab. until next time people.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Bieber Ⅴ. Bieber
attention fellow readers. this post is not about Justin Bieber. i repeat, NOT ABOUT JUSTIN BIEBER.
hi guys, haha the title stated above i'd altered from Usher's new album, Raymond V. Raymond. it's a great album and you guys gotta hear it. i'm seriously not going to write about Usher in this post, it's goddamn gaytard 'kayh. but i'm looking more about the current issue that has been bugging people all week. yes people, it's about the increase of the cigarettes prices.
it's seems for some people it's kinda big thing, the government keeps increasing everything that they think being used everyday for the sake of themselves. i'm not condemning the government but the thing is, as much noise people make, complaints being forwarded, protests being made, in the end, people will cool down and accept it. same goes to other things that our government recently increased the prices of them. the same actions done by the people, and yet the same psychological strategy put forward by the government and till today, it never fails.
but doesn't this make you guys realize something? i'll take any easy daisy example, a box of 20 of Malboro. as i can remember, the price of that kind of cigarettes (grade A cigarettes of course) was about RM 7 or something. but in that range of price between 7-8, you get my point right? but thats not it. without taking the public interest, government keep increasing the price and now at 2010, when we give a red-coloured bill, you won't get any change after that. they say its about to prevent or lessen the people smoking cigarettes. oh boy, i'm not that stupid dear government, i've been given a ind to think deep and hard enough.
but lets just keep the reasons of increased prices done by the beloved government in the closed books of mine. i don't want to spend half of my lifetime in an asylum nearby where i was born. i'm sure all of you guys reading this have your own opinion but don't talk it out loud, the can smell you, if not, why in the hell our nation's police department ranked third in the world?
i think that's all for tonight. gonna enjoy my night after this, yup that includes Facebook-ing, texting my bitch, hahaha just kidding guys. until next time, night peeps!!
hi guys, haha the title stated above i'd altered from Usher's new album, Raymond V. Raymond. it's a great album and you guys gotta hear it. i'm seriously not going to write about Usher in this post, it's goddamn gaytard 'kayh. but i'm looking more about the current issue that has been bugging people all week. yes people, it's about the increase of the cigarettes prices.
it's seems for some people it's kinda big thing, the government keeps increasing everything that they think being used everyday for the sake of themselves. i'm not condemning the government but the thing is, as much noise people make, complaints being forwarded, protests being made, in the end, people will cool down and accept it. same goes to other things that our government recently increased the prices of them. the same actions done by the people, and yet the same psychological strategy put forward by the government and till today, it never fails.
but doesn't this make you guys realize something? i'll take any easy daisy example, a box of 20 of Malboro. as i can remember, the price of that kind of cigarettes (grade A cigarettes of course) was about RM 7 or something. but in that range of price between 7-8, you get my point right? but thats not it. without taking the public interest, government keep increasing the price and now at 2010, when we give a red-coloured bill, you won't get any change after that. they say its about to prevent or lessen the people smoking cigarettes. oh boy, i'm not that stupid dear government, i've been given a ind to think deep and hard enough.
but lets just keep the reasons of increased prices done by the beloved government in the closed books of mine. i don't want to spend half of my lifetime in an asylum nearby where i was born. i'm sure all of you guys reading this have your own opinion but don't talk it out loud, the can smell you, if not, why in the hell our nation's police department ranked third in the world?
i think that's all for tonight. gonna enjoy my night after this, yup that includes Facebook-ing, texting my bitch, hahaha just kidding guys. until next time, night peeps!!
Saturday, October 9, 2010
I LIKE THAT SO DAMN MUCH
supp homies and welcome again to another reading of my blog. fer tonight, i'm afraid i'm not going to write a long post 'cuz i gotta some work to do and plus tomorrow i have classes starting at 9, don't want to miss it thought. so tonight i would like to keep it as simple as possible.
anyone had played Pro Evolution Soccer before?
anyone had played Pro Evolution Soccer before?
well if you haven't, go fucking try it, i can bet my ass out, this game gonna kick ass!!
i mean seriously, for some, this look like games that is cheap and easy to play, but once you try it, hahaha, don't say i never warn you bout it. not to promote this game but, i find this game interesting and should be shared with all of you fellow readers. the gameplay is realistic so does the movement. i'm not saying this game is better than FIFA, but just give it a try, i think the standards are the same people.
well, that's all fer tonight, still waiting for feedbacks and comment you know. haha sounds desperate. but, what the heck. like a give a damn bout what others think. so till next post peeps. nights!
Do Me. Come On, Faster Will Ya??
the title above doesn't picturize any pornography intention okay. just for the sake of fun. we don't wanna read something like that in public do we? hey people. welcome again. seriously i don't want to write anything long today as i'm feeling kinda empty inside my small head. nothing much done today so nothing much to tell. but what the heck, i'll just write down anything that i can think of now.
now i really fucking hate celcom broadband. there, i said it. fuck fuckkedy fuck fuck. damn u celcom, go get laid or something. you certainly taking out all f my mood to write right now. i fucking pay my bills okay *well not me, my dad pays for it, but as long it's paid*. you are expecting people to use your network but the connection and the fucking lines are giving me a GODDAMN MASSIVE HEADACHE. thank god writing this blog doesn't need me to be on the connection 24/7. seriously, i'm pissed with celcom. never give satisfactory to people using them. fuck celcom fuck celcom. i'm begging you dear celcom, stop making me curse you guys.
so there goes my mood. unstable internet connection makes me pissed of like a man just lost his virginity to a ladyboy. sometimes, there are things can be taken slow. but for internet connection, NO FUCKING SLOW BRO!. arghhhh. damn it. damn it. people, please reconsider if you wanna choose celcom broadband okay as your internet on-the-go solution.
take it slow izzul. chill out, this problem may be temporary. it will be alright later on. just be patience. patience is virtue right. so guys, i'm off for tonight. write to all of you later. gonna relax a bit for the time being. konbanwa and good night favorite people!!
now i really fucking hate celcom broadband. there, i said it. fuck fuckkedy fuck fuck. damn u celcom, go get laid or something. you certainly taking out all f my mood to write right now. i fucking pay my bills okay *well not me, my dad pays for it, but as long it's paid*. you are expecting people to use your network but the connection and the fucking lines are giving me a GODDAMN MASSIVE HEADACHE. thank god writing this blog doesn't need me to be on the connection 24/7. seriously, i'm pissed with celcom. never give satisfactory to people using them. fuck celcom fuck celcom. i'm begging you dear celcom, stop making me curse you guys.
so there goes my mood. unstable internet connection makes me pissed of like a man just lost his virginity to a ladyboy. sometimes, there are things can be taken slow. but for internet connection, NO FUCKING SLOW BRO!. arghhhh. damn it. damn it. people, please reconsider if you wanna choose celcom broadband okay as your internet on-the-go solution.
take it slow izzul. chill out, this problem may be temporary. it will be alright later on. just be patience. patience is virtue right. so guys, i'm off for tonight. write to all of you later. gonna relax a bit for the time being. konbanwa and good night favorite people!!
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Never Enough, SERIOUSLY
he is cool, his kinda tough, but not too much muscle on him, very kind to people around him, easy to get along. a malaysian heartthrob to many people. okay enough 'bout me. HAHA. hey guys, welcome again to another exciting and heart pumping reading of my blog tonight. yeah, i know what i write above is so WRONG but at least i successfully made some of you laugh right??
man, serious shit i'm telling all of who are reading this to check your yahoo messenger contact list. i'm serious. shit happens right and that shit happens to pick someone like me to get it. curse you unreliable firewall. almost got my beloved lappy to its final moments in this world. at first i thought she's kinda like a girl from america or something that want to have a dirty chat with me*no offense yah for some of you*. i was wandering where the heck she got my yahoo id. but at that time, WHO THE HELL CARES, i'm going to have free entertainment so might as well follow the flow. how wrong could i be at that time. my lappy was like a 20-years-old back in the past. TOO MANY LAGGING. shit, the good part was very near. arghhhh. thank god for my brilliance in technology nowadays quickly shut down my lappy and realized actually, the bitch i'm trying to have a happy time with was hacking my goddamn lappy's system. fuck her. so guys, lesson learned, the bitch is gone and i've warned all of you. good luck though.
next up, i'm seriously addicted to something right now. no no, not that shit stupid, i don't do weed or stuffs like that*hehe*, one word. S.L.O.W.B.R.O. yup you heard me, slowbro man. first i heard from my sister's bf, Ariff. he wrote on his status on Facebook about this magical stuff. damn Ariff was so goddamn funny. and i totally agree with his words. SLOWBRO WAS CHILL AS FUCK. slow plus bro. best describing me. i'm a bro, and i'm slow in doing things, so what, im chill as fuck man. HAHAHA. damn it, still can't get it outta my freaking head, that statement been fucking with my mind all week long you know.
*if some of you don't know what is slowbro, here's a picture of it*
man, serious shit i'm telling all of who are reading this to check your yahoo messenger contact list. i'm serious. shit happens right and that shit happens to pick someone like me to get it. curse you unreliable firewall. almost got my beloved lappy to its final moments in this world. at first i thought she's kinda like a girl from america or something that want to have a dirty chat with me*no offense yah for some of you*. i was wandering where the heck she got my yahoo id. but at that time, WHO THE HELL CARES, i'm going to have free entertainment so might as well follow the flow. how wrong could i be at that time. my lappy was like a 20-years-old back in the past. TOO MANY LAGGING. shit, the good part was very near. arghhhh. thank god for my brilliance in technology nowadays quickly shut down my lappy and realized actually, the bitch i'm trying to have a happy time with was hacking my goddamn lappy's system. fuck her. so guys, lesson learned, the bitch is gone and i've warned all of you. good luck though.
next up, i'm seriously addicted to something right now. no no, not that shit stupid, i don't do weed or stuffs like that*hehe*, one word. S.L.O.W.B.R.O. yup you heard me, slowbro man. first i heard from my sister's bf, Ariff. he wrote on his status on Facebook about this magical stuff. damn Ariff was so goddamn funny. and i totally agree with his words. SLOWBRO WAS CHILL AS FUCK. slow plus bro. best describing me. i'm a bro, and i'm slow in doing things, so what, im chill as fuck man. HAHAHA. damn it, still can't get it outta my freaking head, that statement been fucking with my mind all week long you know.
*if some of you don't know what is slowbro, here's a picture of it*
TAKE IT SLOW BRO!!!
guess that's all fer tonight peeps. although it's holiday here tomorrow, but still gotta wake up early, wanna eat delicious roti canai. emmm yummy yummy. do drop your feedbacks and i'll respond to it in my next post. and btw, izzah. damn you.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
WOW WOW WOW WOW
konnichiwa and hello to all my fellow readers. welcome again all of you to my not-so-happening blog. well to be honest im not really in the mood to write anything, but as to fulfill my promise to some of you guys, i'll push myself to write although it KILLS me. okay maybe i was laying a lil bit too much, but for the sake of literature, why the heck not??
to kick off tonight edition, i wanna tell to everyone who is reading this blog, nope scratch that. everyone in the WORLD.
my dad just got himself a iPhone 4.
WHATTA FOCK??!!! i just heard the funniest thing since hitler was killed, shit my dad had done it again, he had cross the uncrossed line that is to be cool. HE IS LMFAOLS COOL YA'LL!!!. for some of you guys, maybe thinking, so what? my dad got iphone 4 too, wait2, there's a screamer, or should i say screamers. haha he got a new fb account, and trying as hard as he can too keep up with the trend ya knowww!!. so there was i, stranded alone with my old phone, waiting to be decease. why oh why this world has been so cruel to me, is it 'cuz there's too much blood on my hand?*sorry took some lame lines from a movie*
okay now, done with my dad being super duper cool, now lets talk generality. hmm, the test i'd done today was as hard as fcuk. can't barely breathe when seeing the question, and the lecturer even told us to keep aside our handphone. HOW THE HELL I'M GOING TO GOOGLE MY ANSWERS PUAN? but that's it, the past is the past so might as well live with it.oh by the way, for other law students, don't refer to WIKIPEDIA 'cuz there's a lot of bullshit in there, guarantee you guys on that, yo'll gonna fail your assignment for real.
*LMFAOLS stands for laughing.my.fat.ass.out.like.shit, and i don't google my answers when i'm doing my test, its against my principles.
that's all fer tonight people. kindly leave any comments fer me to improve my writings as i maybe not perfect but i'm trying to be the best for me, and of course with the support of you guys. haha. any chicks reading do drop your number. hehehe nights!!!
to kick off tonight edition, i wanna tell to everyone who is reading this blog, nope scratch that. everyone in the WORLD.
my dad just got himself a iPhone 4.
WHATTA FOCK??!!! i just heard the funniest thing since hitler was killed, shit my dad had done it again, he had cross the uncrossed line that is to be cool. HE IS LMFAOLS COOL YA'LL!!!. for some of you guys, maybe thinking, so what? my dad got iphone 4 too, wait2, there's a screamer, or should i say screamers. haha he got a new fb account, and trying as hard as he can too keep up with the trend ya knowww!!. so there was i, stranded alone with my old phone, waiting to be decease. why oh why this world has been so cruel to me, is it 'cuz there's too much blood on my hand?*sorry took some lame lines from a movie*
okay now, done with my dad being super duper cool, now lets talk generality. hmm, the test i'd done today was as hard as fcuk. can't barely breathe when seeing the question, and the lecturer even told us to keep aside our handphone. HOW THE HELL I'M GOING TO GOOGLE MY ANSWERS PUAN? but that's it, the past is the past so might as well live with it.oh by the way, for other law students, don't refer to WIKIPEDIA 'cuz there's a lot of bullshit in there, guarantee you guys on that, yo'll gonna fail your assignment for real.
*LMFAOLS stands for laughing.my.fat.ass.out.like.shit, and i don't google my answers when i'm doing my test, its against my principles.
that's all fer tonight people. kindly leave any comments fer me to improve my writings as i maybe not perfect but i'm trying to be the best for me, and of course with the support of you guys. haha. any chicks reading do drop your number. hehehe nights!!!
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
I'm Superman With The Wing At His Back
hey peeps, welcome again to another lame writing of me. tonight i wanna write about the beats of my ears, the sound that move me everyday. yup, everyone hear music, and when i mean everyone, it includes the hobos and the bastards that try to took my bloody handphone a few weeks ago. god i hate him.
does anyone never heard of Eminem? if you never heard of him, go find a cliff, and jump off it. you must be from another planet if you never heard of him, thinking mars people do listen to Eminem yaw. i mean, literally, this guy, is the super duper genius of words in songs. all of his songs are to me like Da Vincci's painting. damn they are the best. i once read his bibliography, he stated that all of his song is related directly to his life, that he wanted people to know his hardships, his pain and even his happiness. i found that not all songwriter nowadays would talk about themselves so freely. his lyrics are very truthful and you can see no cover-up behind them. this what fuels me. his lyrics make me think about what life gives back to you when you done something. listening to his songs will make some people think hard of the meaning but to me, his life experience in his songs is very valuable to growing up teenagers like myself. not to show that he is super great but just to show my gratitude towards him.
i don't understand the thing about today's local musics. most of them are violent and pornographic and also no meaning behind them. like for example, i watched an interview of this local artist at some mamak's place. when being asked what does the meaning of their music journey, they simply answer, "we don't even think about that", followed by a stupid looking insincere laugh. what an asshole. people know you got talent but if you going to chase only the popularity of the showbiz life, you won't be succeeding to far from where you started. you want people to keep hearing your works, follow what your heart wants. what people around you can do is just talk, nothing more, the actions come merely from you. do take the advices given to change yourself better. not to get pissed to the people who are trying to help you, remember, criticisms are made to built not to destroy.
musics are somehow the vessels for people to channel their feelings. even most of the movies nowadays have their own musics or better known as soundtracks. we don't need four-paged long letter to describe our feeling toward someone, just find one perfect song and let the song do its magic. thats the beauty of songs, they makes dead words come alive, they make people interested in the things got channeled in them. so all you people, go get a song that suits your aim now. HAHAHA *sorry to be kinda promoter though*
i think thats all for today, well, here's a song that always wakes me up wherever i am, no matter in what condition i am (except dead of course). enjoy~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uelHwf8o7_U
does anyone never heard of Eminem? if you never heard of him, go find a cliff, and jump off it. you must be from another planet if you never heard of him, thinking mars people do listen to Eminem yaw. i mean, literally, this guy, is the super duper genius of words in songs. all of his songs are to me like Da Vincci's painting. damn they are the best. i once read his bibliography, he stated that all of his song is related directly to his life, that he wanted people to know his hardships, his pain and even his happiness. i found that not all songwriter nowadays would talk about themselves so freely. his lyrics are very truthful and you can see no cover-up behind them. this what fuels me. his lyrics make me think about what life gives back to you when you done something. listening to his songs will make some people think hard of the meaning but to me, his life experience in his songs is very valuable to growing up teenagers like myself. not to show that he is super great but just to show my gratitude towards him.
i don't understand the thing about today's local musics. most of them are violent and pornographic and also no meaning behind them. like for example, i watched an interview of this local artist at some mamak's place. when being asked what does the meaning of their music journey, they simply answer, "we don't even think about that", followed by a stupid looking insincere laugh. what an asshole. people know you got talent but if you going to chase only the popularity of the showbiz life, you won't be succeeding to far from where you started. you want people to keep hearing your works, follow what your heart wants. what people around you can do is just talk, nothing more, the actions come merely from you. do take the advices given to change yourself better. not to get pissed to the people who are trying to help you, remember, criticisms are made to built not to destroy.
musics are somehow the vessels for people to channel their feelings. even most of the movies nowadays have their own musics or better known as soundtracks. we don't need four-paged long letter to describe our feeling toward someone, just find one perfect song and let the song do its magic. thats the beauty of songs, they makes dead words come alive, they make people interested in the things got channeled in them. so all you people, go get a song that suits your aim now. HAHAHA *sorry to be kinda promoter though*
i think thats all for today, well, here's a song that always wakes me up wherever i am, no matter in what condition i am (except dead of course). enjoy~~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uelHwf8o7_U
Monday, October 4, 2010
SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD WILL YA?
hey guys!! i'm really really REALLY sorry i didn't update my blog the last few days, been busy though, no time at all to write even a small paragraph. now that i have all the time in the world, i can continue entertaining all of you with my not-so-good writing.
well, the last few days i was back in putrajaya, my home sweet home, re-establishing old relationships and catching up with the current news around me. also trying to catching up with the trend at PAVILION *HAHAHA*. there are many things i got from this visit back home. and most of the are very interesting, now i'm thinking, is it very interesting to keep it alone or to share it. hmmmm, LET'S SHARE!!!
first of all, i went to faculty of law at UKM Bangi, and well to be honest, that place kinda rocks. its isolated from others and seriously, freedom is the word for it (quoted from my friend). a very far cry from faculty here in my place. hahaha, damn it, i'm so damn jealous! but what can i do, i'm stuck in here, can't seem to whine about it too much can we?
so,the next thing i wanna write is kinda offensive *to some people*, so please don't be offended people. it came from my heart 'cuz i am so not a hypocrite type. at first i heard this, i'm shocked. truly unspeakable, unbearable, unwanted truth i heard. it's okay for people to change, but at a month fast change? one word, W.O.W. i knew him, and back in the old days, i swear i respected him very very much. but bear in mind fellow readers, respectED. it was the past. now i just want to label one thing on him, he's a TOTAL ASSHOLE. i don't mind how you wanna change yourself into, but come on, not that fast. and the change is very drastic, from a good boy, to a total shithead. i got nothing to say to him, 'cuz if he's reading this *and i'm pretty sure he won't 'cuz too busy with his social life*, go fuck yourself man, you not a man, you're just another stuck-up man-bitch.
and a reminder, i won't be publishing new post everyday, but i try my best to update it. seriously man, time management is not in my course's subjects.
that's all for tonight, i'm gonna catch the flight to dreamland now. write to you guys later!!
well, the last few days i was back in putrajaya, my home sweet home, re-establishing old relationships and catching up with the current news around me. also trying to catching up with the trend at PAVILION *HAHAHA*. there are many things i got from this visit back home. and most of the are very interesting, now i'm thinking, is it very interesting to keep it alone or to share it. hmmmm, LET'S SHARE!!!
first of all, i went to faculty of law at UKM Bangi, and well to be honest, that place kinda rocks. its isolated from others and seriously, freedom is the word for it (quoted from my friend). a very far cry from faculty here in my place. hahaha, damn it, i'm so damn jealous! but what can i do, i'm stuck in here, can't seem to whine about it too much can we?
so,the next thing i wanna write is kinda offensive *to some people*, so please don't be offended people. it came from my heart 'cuz i am so not a hypocrite type. at first i heard this, i'm shocked. truly unspeakable, unbearable, unwanted truth i heard. it's okay for people to change, but at a month fast change? one word, W.O.W. i knew him, and back in the old days, i swear i respected him very very much. but bear in mind fellow readers, respectED. it was the past. now i just want to label one thing on him, he's a TOTAL ASSHOLE. i don't mind how you wanna change yourself into, but come on, not that fast. and the change is very drastic, from a good boy, to a total shithead. i got nothing to say to him, 'cuz if he's reading this *and i'm pretty sure he won't 'cuz too busy with his social life*, go fuck yourself man, you not a man, you're just another stuck-up man-bitch.
and a reminder, i won't be publishing new post everyday, but i try my best to update it. seriously man, time management is not in my course's subjects.
that's all for tonight, i'm gonna catch the flight to dreamland now. write to you guys later!!
Monday, September 27, 2010
another fucking day at the office
nothing's alright until its truly alright. nothing's done until it can't be undone. darn it i'm so fucking pissed off today. don't get offended dear valued readers, i'm just having another bad day at the office. not literally office 'cuz i'm still studying. before you going to read this post, please bear in my this is not what i really am, this is what happen when you mix a very very unhappy person located far far away from civilization and the learning system that he/she has bound to follow. also, reader's discretion is very needed and hopefully none of you gonna label me as a total shithead.
to start things off, i woke up late today, darn it almost missed my class 'cuz nobody got a fucking courtesy to wake me up. but it's fine. still can go on with today's schedule. later in the morning, i went to the faculty office to send my particulars, hoping that i can't get out from this shithole. but my expectations were too high, fucking staying here maybe until next semester. i'm so pissed of knowing that shit. i mean, what the fuck???!!! you told me to send the particulars as soon as possible and then expect me to wait? why don't you just tell me earlier that i'm gonna be transferred the next fucking semester??!! curse you idiots, seriously you can go to hell. *i'm still have the soundness of my mind fellow readers, so don't worry*
this shit is totally uncool man. i was like, "hell man, to hell all of them, i'm going out from here this semester no matter what". then something struck me, oh boy i can't get my fucking fat ass out from here 'cuz i'm still the student of this place. SHIT and plus the dean won't let me. but to wait for the finals, i can bet that i won't be transferring, but instead i will be kicked out due to my fucking lame performance here. cannot blame them though. i know i'm the one who supposed to be blame. so what? i can;t adapt the situation here and no one even cares about me. i don't even have a "click" okay in here, so what do you expect from me?
so people around me keep talking about i'm going to transfer. and in class the lecturers are starting to label me as "budak setan", 'cuz of not going into class and stuffs. whatta fuck la you guys, i'm busy taking care about my transfer and you are like banning me from going into class, saying i'm gonna fail my finals and this semester. if all of you don't stop talking bad about me in front of lecturers, how the hell i'm going to take my finals, its fucking impossible. the bad mouths, the gossips type and stuff. ok i'm going to leave, but it's not official yet right? don't fucking tell everyone i'm going to transfer officially. fuck i'm pissed. damn it i'm so fucked up i even can't concentrate in my class. keep thinking about things that should be settled long ago. as i recall, back then, there is no need to wait this long for transferring.why on earth they just let me take my finals at elsewhere? my reputation here is broken and there is only a lil bit of them to be repaired, damaged done not only by me, but also done by the people i called "friends".
now i'm feeling like i'm in a very deep shit. i'm so gonna fucking fail my finals. maybe its because of me but it won't happened if they won't be so big-mouthed to the fellow lecturers. fuck all of them. my spirit is down so does my will. i've got nothing to gain yet so many to lose. the only thing i can do is to keep holding on and try my best from now onwards. yup words can be deceiving but remember guys, looks also can be deceiving as always. i'm totally down but not out. tomorrow still gonna be a important day for me. hoping not the same shits that happened to me earlier would be a cliche.
i'm gonna stop for tonight 'cuz the feeling inside of me just can't be described by words. feeling is subjective so no matter how many thousand word is used to describe it, it would be in vain. till next time dear readers. XOXO
Sunday, September 26, 2010
the power of something called "LOVE"
hey there fellow faithful readers, although there seems to be less number of you, but in the future, it will grows! *hopefully*. on today's post, i'm going to write about a seemingly simple subject, yet very hard to interpret and vastly used in everyday basis. its LOVE
yup, L.O.V.E. very simple word that consist only four letters but possesses such high number or meaning (user discretion advised). different people has different meaning and use of this word yet, it picturised the same aim, to show a feeling of affection, caring and others.
maybe you are wondering why i'm writing on this subject. well, to your knowledge, after i finished my class today, i watched a movie entitled CHARLIE ST. CLOUD.
yup, L.O.V.E. very simple word that consist only four letters but possesses such high number or meaning (user discretion advised). different people has different meaning and use of this word yet, it picturised the same aim, to show a feeling of affection, caring and others.
maybe you are wondering why i'm writing on this subject. well, to your knowledge, after i finished my class today, i watched a movie entitled CHARLIE ST. CLOUD.
for some of you who hasn't watch this story, i'll tell you a little bit about it (cannot talk too much, spoilers!!). its a story about a Charlie St. Cloud, played by Zac Efron *AWW!!* promised to play catch with his little brother, Sam, every time before he furthers his studies later on. but, on one fine day, they met an accident and only Charlie could be saved, thus killed Sam. after the accident, Charlie got some kind of special gift of seeing his late brother. because of the promise made, he forgets about his studies and works at a cemetery so that he can play with Sam. the conflict started when Charlie fell in love with a girl named Tess Caroll. slowly he began forgetting his promise to Sam. now he has to choose between the promise of a brother to his lil brother or the feeling of love towards Tess.
seriously, watching this movie was like putting an onion in front of my eyes, damn it i can't help but to cry. not much but at least two or three drops. hahaha, but the point is, this movie talks about love in a very different way and makes me think again for a few times about love. does love possess such power to change a human being wholly? ok maybe the part Charlie saw his dead brother makes no sense, but when he falls in love with someone, he's a different man, not changing all-of-a-sudden, but slowly.
its not just in the movie we can see the power of love, the miracle of it, sometimes, we can see in our daily life. love cherish us every moment we felt it and i can tell you, its good. love does feel good, to love someone and that someone loves you back, makes you feel on top of the world. yup, no words can describe the power of love, no actions can compare what love can bring. the first thing you hated someone so damn much and the next thing you know, you are kissing him/her passionately. believe me on this. i've tasted love before and thank god still tasting it. the sweetness of it, the pain of it, the hardship it brings, but its worthwhile when all of it gives out a uncomparable, fully-sincere smile from her.
but of course, the is no love compared to the love from above. He is everything and know everything. its true from Him we come and to Him we returned. bear in mind its okay to love someone as much as you want, but don't you even dare to forget to love Him.
okay, im done writing. wow quite a long one i wrote today huh. but it was worthwhile. hahaha, till next time fellow readers. XOXO!!
OH NO!
god please tell me that this ain't real. tell me that all of these are lies. HAHAHA!! take that chelSHIT, arSENGAL. now ya know that there is a term called "LOSE" okay? to kick start the second posting of my blog i would like to talk about the most influential game played in the whole-wide-world, FOOTBALL. the most entertaining thing about football is not about the players actually, but to me is the SUPPORTERS. no no don't get me wrong, obviously I LOVE THE SUPPORTERS but sometime there are kinds of supporters that don't take the losing of their team kindly.
come on lah guys, don't support a team when its only winning and later on boo them when they lose. typical englishmen. haishhh, i hate to say it but mostly people nowadays are like that. doesn't have any consistency or in islam term = istiqamah. damn it, always murtad team *that's my schoolmate words*.
ok enough football, lets talk serious (macam tadi tak serious). you wanna know something shocking i saw last night? (even if you don't want to, but still you keep reading so, what the heck), last night my university held a 'sambutan hari raya' thingy. me and my peeps planning to check it out. okay maybe it was kinda lame with the singing and dikir barat and stuffs. but it ain't over, the last part a screamer! wait for it, wait for it...
my vice chancellor play firecrackers (mercun) together with the students
HOW COOL WAS THAT!!
wow he indirectly violates the most important rule of all in this blog. being SUPER..DUPER..COOL. hahaha he was like 'naik minyak' at one time by fighting with the students to see whose mercun sounds louder, damn you grandpa, please for god sake, GROW UP! good try though to look young again, almost got me
and a few hours ago i have to like "accompany" my friend to cyber cafe just to satisfy his need of playing left 4 dead (its a game where u virtually shoot infected-like-zombie people with limited ammo and just a few med kits to survive a whole painful and illogical stage. should try it though, makes you puke back what you eat for thanksgiving 7 years ago.
well, i think that's it, gonna head for pillow and bed now. gotta class to catch in the morning. toddles and XOXO!
come on lah guys, don't support a team when its only winning and later on boo them when they lose. typical englishmen. haishhh, i hate to say it but mostly people nowadays are like that. doesn't have any consistency or in islam term = istiqamah. damn it, always murtad team *that's my schoolmate words*.
ok enough football, lets talk serious (macam tadi tak serious). you wanna know something shocking i saw last night? (even if you don't want to, but still you keep reading so, what the heck), last night my university held a 'sambutan hari raya' thingy. me and my peeps planning to check it out. okay maybe it was kinda lame with the singing and dikir barat and stuffs. but it ain't over, the last part a screamer! wait for it, wait for it...
my vice chancellor play firecrackers (mercun) together with the students
HOW COOL WAS THAT!!
wow he indirectly violates the most important rule of all in this blog. being SUPER..DUPER..COOL. hahaha he was like 'naik minyak' at one time by fighting with the students to see whose mercun sounds louder, damn you grandpa, please for god sake, GROW UP! good try though to look young again, almost got me
and a few hours ago i have to like "accompany" my friend to cyber cafe just to satisfy his need of playing left 4 dead (its a game where u virtually shoot infected-like-zombie people with limited ammo and just a few med kits to survive a whole painful and illogical stage. should try it though, makes you puke back what you eat for thanksgiving 7 years ago.
well, i think that's it, gonna head for pillow and bed now. gotta class to catch in the morning. toddles and XOXO!
Saturday, September 25, 2010
they way we roll? NO, the way I roll
suits the title well, haha i'm gonna brush up my writing skills by making up this blog. so a little bit excited and of course a little bit shy and mostly a lil bit SCARED coz obviously when my sisters know i'm writing a blog, they sure gonna put thousands of DELICIOUS sarcasms into my face. SERVES YOU RIGHT SMARTY PANTS.
the name is YOU AIN'T COOL, written in capital letter. for people that is kinda fast in catching up sarcasms and mocks, they'll sure know what that mean. hahaha, for those who aren't, its very simple my dear friends, i'm telling you from the bottom of my heart that YOU AIN'T COOL. no one does okay?
uhhh, can't write too many on my first post though, gotta save up for the next post, so, till next time faithful blog readers. XOXO
*damn its soo damn cool to imitate gossip girls*
the name is YOU AIN'T COOL, written in capital letter. for people that is kinda fast in catching up sarcasms and mocks, they'll sure know what that mean. hahaha, for those who aren't, its very simple my dear friends, i'm telling you from the bottom of my heart that YOU AIN'T COOL. no one does okay?
uhhh, can't write too many on my first post though, gotta save up for the next post, so, till next time faithful blog readers. XOXO
*damn its soo damn cool to imitate gossip girls*
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